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HAIS

2011-09-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

i just wonder whats my life's aim. for now, its to study and not waste time on unnecessary stuffs like sports used to took away so much of my time and yet i have not gain much interest in it. i think cos my motive to play ball is to loss weight. HAIS... so sad to hear that the did not include me in the team. HAIS.. im too insignificant liao. hais, im always so emotional.cant help it.
thinkthinkthink also can link to seriously, what's my talent/ what's my interest? as if i got nth liao... thinkthinkthink until i can link to where's my true friends? do i even have them?hahahas. think im suffering from depression.im crazy!!=x ignore me.
sadded max.

2011-08-07T01:45:00.003+08:00

hais, so sadded that uni life starting. its aug, suppose to be the best month ever. but come to think of it... im sadded.
uni starts, bee going serve the nation. double attack.
hopes i can cope with life.
pray that our love will deepen.
pray that i will make great friends in uni.
pray that i will be able to not miss bee that much.
hais, sounds like end of world, but im optimistic! everything will be fine! yiing~ stay focus on studies!=)
will msg bee everyday, whenever im bored. hehes.
HAPPY 4th MONTH!=D <3 you lots!
God have greater plans for us!=)

2011-06-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

Why things have to turn out this way..I always remind myself this phrase," everything happens for a reason." God obviously wants you to learn something from it. For you have the choice: yes/ no;to do or not to do, it is your choice and will. No one can control it, hello I'm in singapore, not gonna talk about other countries where there is No freedom.

Saying things out may lead to consequences, worse still.through mass media, just giving in to privacy.
For I got no where to vent my worries, angry, whatever I feel, blog is the best place among all. Not all things can be said Anywhere, just like twitter.That's so sian cos you know theres ppl out there looking at what you post. Arghhhhh.
Politics at work, why.... Maybe cos I'm not a full timer there that's why I don't really understand why. Still living in my naive world. Forget it gonna sleep now.

2011-06-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

in case i forget,

-Marina Barrage

-Chinese Garden

-Pulau Ubin

-night safari

-birdpark

-Zoo

-Sentosa

-Flyer

-Lau pa sat

-Makansultra

-that seafood buffet

-chompchomp

HAIYO, a lot more!=x

blink of an eye.

2011-05-30T23:43:00.004+08:00

it has been so long since i blogged, so i shall update my life before i forget about it.

I'm going Uni coming August~ now, im working 2 jobs. can you believe it? i cant. currently full time admin job-mon to friday, 9am to 6pm. don't really like the way the boss does things. but have to bare with it.=/Boss actually asked me to work till mid july cos they need help to pack the documents into the new office. but i have yet to tell boss i gonna only work till end of the month cos, i think i want to spend more time with Bruce dear dear before my Uni and his army life begins.

The reason why im still working at shaw is because i think i have build a close relationship with the staffs there! every time they will msg me, treat me well when im at work. joke with me, and i seriously enjoyed spending my time with them.=) i only help out when they lack of staff and im free.

-Need to go back nyjc to collect cert! =/ where got time.. :( luckily collection is till july.XD

-Need to update my PDL,hopes i can find the time.

-Need to book practical lessons, pray that i can get slots for july.

-FTT on 8 Aug,8pm. nice timing!=)

NTU MSE,here i come! gonna stay @hostel if i can get someone to stay with me.=/

dislike my throat, think i need to cultivate the habit of spamming water.=x

YAY, im going korea soon!=D miss you.

trust over jealousy. love above all.:)

yes/no?

2011-04-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

are you suppose to ask me? or it is already happening? i'm confused. i think i'm stupid.=/

thanks for telling me! its good to see you being a changed person!=D

400th post.

2011-03-30T11:29:00.003+08:00

omgosh, people. i got something to say. believe it or not, i have registered for driving! what's more shocking is that i'm going manual instead of auto!D= can you believe it?i can't.. BTT on 26 May! and there's still got long way to go. HAHAS. probably by this year end will get my license.

I'M GROWN UP! but then, i'm still young.=D

Goshed.

2011-03-09T01:05:00.003+08:00

hais, i'm feeling so down this few days. every time i just few like crying out loud. but its just feels weird. i think i'm just trying to act strong in front of everyone. don't want to be the center of attraction. everything is coming in so not smoothly. so sian-ed with life.

What should i do..... on the one hand, im the Child of God. i just have to urge to scream all the vulgarities out as i wished. If im not the child of God, i probably be out there hurting all your feelings for you always say things so directly that i just can't help it. i felt irritated. gosh..

Thank God for teaching me to be like him. Psalm 103:8, The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. i need to control my temper.

just to vent my anger: why do you have to find fault in other ppl to cover yours? cant you just be a little more understanding, a little more initiative? forget it you dont understand.

You always say it but you dont do it. maybe im accusing you. but just let me be. i just need to get out of this place and stop thinking about it. you may say that im avoiding the fact but its good that i go relax before i got so stressed up with everything i'm with now and get into depression, and do something stupid.

bored.

2011-02-23T03:32:00.001+08:00

Sis: what you doing?

me: =( msn plus watching tv lo.

sis: you sad for what? oi i wokring leh.

me: nth to do!

sis: GO DIE

me: opss. HAHAHAS.

love life.

2011-02-18T21:28:00.004+08:00

what should I eat later? hahas, working 6days this week. but then my working hours was like 6 hours or more. most of time 6hours. times fly when there're Customers! most of all,get to meet a bunch of fun-to-be-with colleagues. and i'm always there laughing/smiling away. at times, it will be superb boring. I just need something to do, if not i will be there starring into space. chefs always cook snacks for the staff there. food like prata, cake, fried rice, pizza. If not we will buy packet food. Today i get to tried the famous chicken rice that my colleagues loved so much that i heard that they ate almost everyday in a week. HAHAS! big portion, thats all i can say and its worth it!

working tmr also. but before that i'm going for tchouckball! arhhh. so long never exercise. Yimei msg-ed me the other time and i agreed to go.9am in the morning.=X can't believe i'm going. nevermind, i have to turn my body clock around.LOL, sunday there's BS @9am. must make sure i can wake up for it.

Sunday after service need to go fareast plaza to help my cousin with his shop! Come visit me! It's called My Dairy. i think it's at level 4 or 5?hahas.

see, i just love my life for now. and i don't want go back to the life where i have to wake up so early in the morning to get ready for school!HAHAS, the most sian think is that.... Results will be out soon.=( tell me about it. I seriously don't look forward to it.but we all have no choice. Gonna plan ahead. Be prepared for the worst. if you ever read this post and have any suggestions, do tell me! most likely gonna pick up science courses, mybe engineering. for sure, i wont take economics though i would love to understand the theories. but then essay is not my type.

oh, life.

2011-01-29T00:35:00.004+08:00

my lifestyle is totally changed. ever since alevels, i have been sleeping at 3plus am, and waking up at 11/12 plus. i have only worked 3 days and during those 3 days i was like questioning myself, why am i doing this? this sound ridiculous but i seriously asked myself. waking early(7-9am), it is like back to normal school days! i may sound pampered, arh, i am pampered. thank God that i have my parents.

Lord is my sheperd, i am not in wants. i gonna cling onto this. take it and it will be yours- i will not be ashamed, i will not left behind, i will not be sneered. i am the child of God who will be honored.

2011 a new beginning,i guess so.

2011-01-15T02:04:00.001+08:00

i know you are trying to make me feel better, but we are not given a chance. conclusion: you think you can get what you want? FAT HOPE. maybe i'm easily convinced(seriously), but i hope i may grow wiser in 2011. HAHAS.

i need to get a job! anyone got lobangs? please inform me! msg me/msn/ email.=D THANKYOUS.

part and parcel.

2011-01-10T01:11:00.003+08:00

what intentions do you have huh? get out of my life. your attitude suck. what is it for when you come but your heart is not there? eww.

just realize i have many negative comments on peoples. Gosh. just don't get onto my nerves.

wooh, im excited yet nervous regarding A's results. just stop asking questions about it. whatever the results are, just let it be.

2011 is arriving.=/

2010-12-31T01:53:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY GOD. hanging around with people for so long with no progress, i just feel dishearten. tell me what to do.

2010-12-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

ppl asking, why i go grandma house on today? it's christmas! hahas.because i celebrated christmas ytd.=x okay, go out everyday, everyday go out. maybe only weekends at home. that's why im free today.HAHA

freaking miss monopoly deal.

2010-12-10T17:19:00.003+08:00

wooh, been enjoying life like everyday.hahas, everyday i'm like sleeping at around 3-4am. using computer everyday.

Trip to bangkok was awesome to the max. cousin bonding.=D

prom was fun, took quite a number of photos too. it will be filed under jcmemories.

today, cliques coming over to ton. 'pyjamas party' the PP club.LOL.so lame, but it will cool.hehes.

going over nex soon! i'm like going nex almost everyday!=/ cool, a form of exercise leh.lol.

when people dont appreciate your presence, there's no point forcing yourself. get a life, where people do appreciate you.

wooh!

2010-11-24T20:21:00.004+08:00

so cute!=D

left with paper 1 physics.

woohs, friends are awesom-est.=) thanks for the sugar rolls, i love it!=D

guess what's in my mind now?

=P in random orders,

1. going to the beach!though I don't want to be tan, i want to go for beach vb!=)

2.playing badminton with Philia-ns. make sure we go every once a week!XD

3. late movies @ the new Serangoon shopping mall!wooh. so exciting~

4. gonna pick up an expensive hobby- PHOTOGRAPHY.8) date me out and lets go for photo-taking gathering!woo~

5. next, travelling!

6. i want to slim down. gained weight during exams period.=( i hate to run, but no choice. after running(gain back my stamina!), go swimming? any suggestion how to slim and get tone?HEHE.

7. 我们的老地方. LOL, though i only went once.=X

8. playing piano, learn new songs! my jay songs book missing.=(

can't think of anything else.

next week, packed with activities. BKK with cousins!

having prom on 8dec, hope that it will be fun.

2010-11-22T11:37:00.002+08:00

nice picture right!the philia-family.hahahs!

funny teachers.

''recall when you were in sec 1 on a sunny morning, your teacher whho was wearing a floral print dress showed you this spectcular reaction by adding water drop by drop to lime CaO in a watch-glass. but you were all busy counting the no. of flowers on her dress, that's why you cant rmb a thing about the demo.''

HAHA. joke! chemi paper at 2pm later! so excited.lol.

alevel sucks.

2010-11-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

those who make the least mistake wins. so true to all competitions/examinations or so.

yucks. i so sure what ever it is i will not want to go back to jc life.

2010-10-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

my senior's advice to me: CONSISTENCY IS KEY!

okay, how do you define consistency.=(

its never too late.=D AHAHAHAS. jyjjyjyyyyyy.

2010-10-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

i freaking so touched by my gp tutor. knowing that i'm extremely weak. he never gave up on me. gosh. tears flooding my eyes. thank you so much. and i appreciate it very very much.=)

25more days.

2010-10-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

how i wish there's a trash talk.LOL. so random.

okay, i rather a minute of silence. so contradicting.D=

my brain is not working well.=/

there's people reading my blog!HAHAS, telling me that my post is interesting. so encouraging though my posts are mainly on studies.LOL.

come to think of it.... what's so good about IP? shouldn't they be 'smarter'? why are they learning alevel stuffs for like 6 years, the only major exam after PSLE. since they are so call the top ones, why dont they just take alevel 1 year earlier than those average JC students? im not against IP, its just contradicting that they get to study the subjects longer than the rest.

2010-10-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Slept for 2hours and yet i'm still so tired~ back aching! i guess too long never exercise.

there's once i nearly fainted after cycling for just less than 10min.so joke! okay, im tired. need to catch some rest soon.

I'm going Bangkok on 30th nov!WAHAHAS. yeah! it will be super fun! plus shop till drop.

bye~

craves

2010-09-24T15:33:00.003+08:00

cravings:

1. getting DSLR after alevels. (leona promises that we will go buy together)=D

suen say we will go photo shooting experimenting.

2. Genting with cliques- or maybe somewhere. heard that many couldn't make it.=/

3. Sentosa- i want to feel the outdoor heat.LOL.=))

4.WWW or maybe the one at jurong.=D anyone?hahas.

5. Shopping!

6.manymany gatherings. with YMMS, cliques, primary classmates,y1, o923 girls.

7. get a part-time job, to spend time.LOL.

i just don't understand why everyone so hate that person so much! but then, it just wont affect me. just stop that badmouthing cum hypocrisy. =/ just don't influence others' opinions with your negative views.

the day is arriving.

2010-09-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

Wooh, yesterday. i was forcing myself to study for physic. it was like the last subject of prelims.HAHA.finally, disaster was over. here comes the rainbow.HAHA.

'after the darkest moments, comes the bright moments.'

okay, maybe the prelim results are not the 'rainbows' but im sure Alevel will be!=D

thanks to that induced effect.D= though the feeling suck. but i will persevere~

time to get serious! everyone damn scary now. if i continue to play/ go out, i confirm will lag back.=/

but there's always more excuses.HAHA. tmr im so going to exercise!=)

2010-09-19T15:15:00.001+08:00

arh, i'm using laptop like crazy. shall study for chemistry.=(

freedom~freedom~

2010-09-17T23:30:00.005+08:00

Wooh, i thank God that i'm not feeling sleepy!=D

probably due to the great afternoon nap i had just now.=) sure get back to study market failure! i can do it! overall, it spells FREEDOM. i mean seriously, overall.LOL.

Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

2010-09-14T12:35:00.002+08:00

tell you all something.LOL. my parents went overseas~ im dead!=x

because, there's no one to wake me up.XD

went to search for my old alarm clock ytd.LOL, full of dust!=x but at least it is still working.HAHAHA.okay, got to go prepare soon, paper at 2pm.=/

faith in you.

2010-09-09T20:43:00.003+08:00

blog before i start studying s6-8.=D

thinking back, i think i'm just being too direct sometimes.=/

i guess it did somehow hurt someone's feeling. sorry if i hurt you.=)

should i just leave you alone,

and you just do what like

not bothering about your life?

After all, we are just friends.

you tried all ways to reject,

oh, may be it's just fated.

one said, ' you will never know when is you last call. and don't regret.'

am i suppose to feel guilty or you, being naive. not knowing.

may be i should not be that harsh,

you should take responsible for your choice.

it's your life, it's your faith.

it's already wednesday!

2010-09-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

time flys!~im always saying this.=/

today, i only did s1-3!so.... slow! how am i suppose to complete all my revision.D=

whatever it is, i feel so relax. which is awesome ttm!=D

whenever i can't solve the questions, guess what i would do?HAHA. find food. sooo unhealthy though. ytd, went out with nyvbers. we took neoprints! fun!XD i bought a big pack of m&ms minis! super nice.i love it!=D

feel fat recently.but.. im being uper lazy. dont feel like exercise. can you believe i used to love sports alot?i cant.=X

holiday: study!

2010-09-04T19:22:00.002+08:00

1 week break!=D yay, dont have to wake up so early for 1 week.=x

but then, today saturday leh! morning church,study a bit in the afternoon and i went for afternoon nap. i so died la, feeling so reluctant this few days. need to start my engine now now NOW~

another thing was i have been eating all day long. after every proper meal, i will look for tibits or sth to munch.=s plus, i super long never exercise. feel so lazy.=x LOL.

i shall study physic after i bathe!=D

matthew said,''faithful people gets hurt the most.'' i like it!=P

2010-08-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

sudddenly thot of the song,'1 way 2 say 3 words...' that song.XD

2010-08-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS.XD i miss you peeps!

down with sore throat/ itchy throat/ cough.=X
sian it seems that everything is never ending. you thought you studied alot, but then there is more to go.=x today clement came down all the way to church to teach me quantum/magnetism blahblahblah.his style of learning so impressive. 'definition 1 or 2 marks only, as long as you know your basic can liao.' WAH. impressive. so true.XD know im so gonna love physic.( trying my very best) next, stat test was horrible. nvm- i spend 1 hour plus to look through the stat topics without trying any question.( suddenly, i think jc life also cause me to run away from reality.)HAHA.=x okay, gp prelim coming sooon.=x before i start, i gonna do some stat questions, physic quantum/nuclear. you see, it's endless.=x

tv after this.

2010-08-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

okay, a quick post.=D
thank God that I'm being so optimistic. beginning of the month, it was hectic,busy! time doesn't seem enough for me to spend. the more unwilling i don't feel like going, the more upcoming events i'm suppose to attend. this make me feel so stressed up, depressed, dont feel like going anywhere. i just seriously dont think that i have enough time for revision. now it's like, my weekends are all taken away! the first qns was:how am i going to catch up? arh, feels like screaming. last saturday, went for bible study, it was totally thumbs up. dont know how am i going to survive-less than 3months to alvl. 2.5 months?XD
yiling all the way!i suddenly think of 'up'.HAHAs.okay, thats so random;

life meant to be

2010-08-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

friday, school had national day celebration. played basketball for the class. kind of enjoyed myself though we did not win. It is the process not the result.D= so crappy, no body would want to lose. It was just~ a friendly!=D after that was econ test. sweaty, smelly, tired, what can i do? shift to back of the LT and started crapping. everything sound so crap. who will have the mood to do? or study for it? 3hr of paper. hooorrrorrriblllee. lunch after that and went back to shower. met up with my cliques. dinner at NYNY!hehe, my favourite. didnt get to eat mudd pie!=( though i had that super carving for it.

btw, before that i knew there would be a surprise~ BUT. SO EXTREME~ thanks for that oily surprise huh! i make sure i show no mercy anymore. ESPECIALLY XINYI for smashing the whip creaming. lol, i seriously cant wait for life after alevel, CELEBRATION EVERYDAY.LOL.

thanks everyone, Y1, my family, relatives, especially emily for the cake on picnic! awesome cousin.=D THANK YOU EVERYONE!I SERIOUSLY APPRECIATE IT! i got to go.tmr will be a better, best day of the year!=D

2010-07-28T19:19:00.002+08:00

My ct wanna see my parents! Told my parents already.
I: erm, my teacher want to see you.:/
mum: oh, okay.
I: hmm, cos I failed my gp.:x
mum: ohhhhh, so there is seminar to attend?
I: Nah, just meet the teacher. It's just conservation with teacher lo, they will tell you how I fare in class all those, ask whether I got study or not lo~
mum: of cos you did study! I will tell your teacher.
Lol! Wooh, now I feel less stressed. Wahahahs. Say whatever you want, I not in the mood to care. Zzz, If it's so easy to pass, I won't have to go to school for lessons.

another week gone.

2010-07-26T20:06:00.002+08:00

lol, time past so quickly nowadays.=X
it has been one week since i blogged!wah. thats super sian. and today marvin reminded me we left with 14 weeks to alevels! amazingly fast. i just love weekends, allow me to get re-charge for the week ahead. this friday,cell going FOP!=D awesome;SWEEE.

i gonna bathe and do my physic tutorial. something's wrong with my lappy. maybe because i rarely use it huh.LOL. =( that shows how busy i am!=D

supernatural in the natural.

2010-07-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

just be normal. you know, normal human beings? i absolutely love this.=>
its just part and parcel of life. you need to experience it in order to grow. you know, from being naive to maybe.. sophisticated?

there's time when i feel, why should i bother? why should i put myself in the situation where everyone going against me? everyone's not appreciating what i'm offering them. but now, i'm not going to forget the purpose of my life, how important i am. =)
for that i love my friends and family. nothing can stop me.

thanks ps bobby for the reminder, it's the act and not what we say.

great message today

2010-07-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

seriously, i think my church is so blessed. week after weeks, there are so many great pastor coming to my church to preach great, awesome message. just as i wonder in 1 year there is 52 weeks, 52 sermons. every week different message. wow, that is so amazing~ so proud of my pastor. he seriously did well.
and today, it was a totally brand new sermon. never heard of it. awesome.

Ezekiel 1:10
A lion excels in strength and boldness.
An ox excels in diligence and patience, and unwearied discharge of the work he has to do.
An eagle excels in quickness and piercing sight, and in soaring high; and the angels, who excel man in all these respects, put on these appearances. The angels have wings; and whatever business God sends them upon, they lose no time.

it's saturday and i am in sch?

2010-07-17T15:29:00.003+08:00

im in school now and home soon!=D hahas.
ytd,went out with cliques! dinner at seoul garden then caught despicable me! at 925pm. wooh,the movie was great! damn funny and cute. AGNES!=DD so adorable.hehe.
reached home died tired and slept at 1am without lying straight, too tired, fell asleep while sitting up right on the bed. In middle of the night, was searching for my blanket.=x
luckily,my father sent me to sch today! it was raining heavilllyyyy.. plus i woke up late. math lect was super boring but i managed to survive through the 2hours of lect.
suppose to go out with the girls, but everyone seem to be too busy, left xingya and i,so we went for lunch tgt then.=)
currently in sch with mary and sinyee, okay. im going home now,going church later!=D

what a life

2010-07-15T21:40:00.003+08:00

was walking home and i kind of thinking, am i having depression?
LOL. suddenly i feel that im getting stressed out. now im in a position where i dont know should i continue......... studies? or what? my mind is like so confused, tensed. studying soso much, spending hours reading the notes and nth go in? teacher say we never study? since when we never? everyone confirm did study for econs, physic, math, chemi or whatever. and what results we get? teacher saying we not putting enough effort?

what the Shine.(suddenly thought of this, thank en.=x) bloody econs. ya ya, teachers put in alot efforts that tutorials ans, essay ans all so vague. what the shine.

i know i need more practices, now there's so much to do that i dont even feel like starting. i need to talk to someone.

My new blogskin!

2010-07-15T17:04:00.002+08:00

yo! just changed my blogskin. instead of studying, i spent an hour plus doing this.=0

its okay~ i guess.hahas.
my blogskin nice right?XD
bye~ gonna bathe and start work soon.=/

2010-07-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

total disastrous. pass chemistry only.=x
LOL.now, totally not in the mood to study.=/
ytd went to Mandarin Triple buffet dinner! my sis treat.=D
on the way there, i said,' wah, i slept for 3 hours in the afternoon and now im having headache?LOL.'
my mother was like how can it be huh. iszit you think too much?~~
my brother said,'you dont be like the PJC students hor, commit suicide.' then my mother quickly reply,' if so stress ar, ltr dinner buffet must relax and hor go home dont study.' its like study so much commit suicide? nah,thats insane.=X

okay, reached home at 4+pm today though sch end at 1pm! i need to start doing work soon. must get good grades for alevels!=P

ohya! tcoach asked me go for trg on tuesday but cos of the buffet huh....i cant~HAHA. i told him saturday.NOW! math department having so many makeup/extra lessons. HOWHOW?!?!
i havent tell him, i want go de~~=( sian. arghh.

2010-07-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Just reached home, tiredd ttm. Been out for 12 hours.D: morning had nyvb farewell.Thank you lyvia! Hahah, the doll you made is super duper cute! Seriously appreciated!:D though it suppose to look like bear, it is still very nice and I think it's super zai! It must had took you very long to make it. Thanks junior! Hehe.
At night went to celebrate Qin birthday. The best thing was en Qin and I took the Gmax bumgy jump! Whahas first time in my life playing that. Plus, it's in Singapore! Qin, hope you enjoy your birthday celebration! Hehe,'no kick man!' hahahahaha.

2010-07-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

today! had cell @ wengboh's house. before that met up with jo and serene for dinner. chat on funny stuffs.=D wish there are more of such dinner outings.hehe.

oh, i got back my ezlink card!=D but the stupidness thing i done today is that i forgot to tap my card when i alight the bus.LOL... ZZZ! sbs is cheating my money. arghh.=x at least im happy that i got my card back.XD

chemi result was fine. didnt really expect it. but, thank God!=D among all the h2 subjects, chemistry was my most confident one for this mids.=)

i need motivations.=D
willingness vs choices, now i know. willingness is a very important worddd.=D

2010-07-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

hello hello. today last day of exams sia. mid years over. NOW, it's time for prelims!ZZZZ. HAHA, before i get drowned by the examss, the sch is being so kind.=D monday half day! 1pm start sch! but i only have lesson at 2pm!=D which means, 2 pm start soon for me.=D wahahs. there's physic supplementary after that though, going through papers.D= im so not looking forward to results.=((

tmr! i thought i dont have to go sch! argh, sch going through chemistry paper3 at 11.30! horribleness.=(( lol, morning gouing breakfast with xingya, leona,yu xin and roslyn!=DD

today, straight after paper we went for lunch then they came over to my place!=D cos the piano tuner came over. THEY ARE AWESOME!=D if they didnt come over,they are still awesome ppls.hehe,=D wanted to catch a movie but then due to some reasons we never. ended up going to orchard to walk around. seriously, we laughed about anything and everything.XD enjoyed myself.=D

okay, i misplaced my ezlink. most probably its in the hall right now, i guess.=X or maybe not.so other ppl took it.HAHA. hope that i can get it back tmr.=( f not my travelling fares gonna be daboom~=x

2010-07-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

1 last paper. as in 2 papers, but 1 last subject to go!=( kahwee told me in the afternoon that they met mr low,LOL.. he said 6 ppl in my class pass paper 3? =D awesome!HAHA. i expected that i will fail paper 3.=X
6people... hmm, Ian, kulesha, nicholas, desmond, kaicong and maybe leona?HAHAHA! 6 is pathetically little. still got so many not in the list.LOL.
physic gone case.=X nvm, shall not look forward to the results day.D=

monday! half day of sch. principal being so kind to the students. cos of soccer finals, sch start at 1pm!=D my dad was like scolding. how can! paid the sch fees and...~~~ =.=!
how i wish there's no lesson after 1 pm.=DD

i almost everyday packed with activities. is that good or not?=/
i feel like slacking at home, sleep till very very late and have a good good rest.=/
lol. i shall go study my fail-subject: physic. i love physic! i will get A! =)your heart believe and you proclaim.=P yiling's the best!=x

2010-07-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

just reached home. went out with cousins and ah gong.haha. we went crab party for dinner. though i not very hungry, its so sinful~ =( afternoon had lunch in church, then tea time at Gabriel's baby shower, dinner crab.=x
what's more? went for beancurd.D= overall, fats to the max.XD
okay, after everything,robin and i went da jie house to play ps3!=x
so funny and it was a great time, cousin bonding. HAHA.
well,the whole day never study. i feel so unease. so ltr i gonna to study!=/ siannn.

2010-07-04T17:44:00.002+08:00

Wooh,friday went chompchomp with birthday cliques. HAHA, cool candles.=X almost everyone went? soon, qin, shereen, andre, ruby, yanyee,eunice and junyi!

afer that went eunice's house to watch soccer. on the way there, i did sth stupid. i banged the pole.D= LOL, no one notice the pole la. but the, good experience though.=X

IT WAS SUPER FUN. eunice, we should go ur house for more soccer gatherings.XD
brazil vs holland. I SUPPORT BRAZIL!=( damn sad la, the captain kena red card!ARGHH.
brazil captain i support you!

saturday, another soccer day!=D soccer craze.=x
went clarke quay to watch soccer. reach there on the dot and its super crowded.hais. managed to get a seat in a restaurant instead of pub. HAHA, super hungry so junyi and I finished the pizza all by ourself. Germany vs Argentina! i support Argentina cause of Messi.=(( but germany won. germany passing damn nice though!=x

come to realise, all the zai players wear jersey no. 10.=D COOL!=D

2010-07-02T18:45:00.002+08:00

friday
roar, suddenly i think i need to work extra harder than others. =/ because whatever i studied, doesn't stay intact to my kawaii brain.my brain is cute but not small.

ytd, had super bad headache and tired ttm, think to hard using my eye power. today's physic p3 super cui. if i pass seriously a miracle. btw, miracle happens once in a blue moon. ahhas, so i admit i never put in alot effort for this mid years.=X nvm, its over~ though there's one more week to go.

2010-07-01T12:10:00.003+08:00

LOL. even blog load faster than litespeed webpage.=X
okay, 2 intense days of examinations. 1 more day to do to 3 days of break.=D LOL. i have to start on physic! =( ltr having gp tuition sia.. 1hr 45 mins. tell me how to survive. confirm cannt finish studying. lets not talk about studies, its a boring topic.LOL

can't wait for sunday!1, weiqin birthday la. 2, Paster Joseph coming over~~ =D anyone free?hehe.it will be awesome!=D

MYE is nth.

2010-06-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

so~ left 1 more week to mye. how exciting.=x
recently, i had cough and abit of headache. maybe it is my sis passed it to me.ahahs! just joking. we slept separate rooms.

on tuesday im suppose to go tchoukball training! but ended caught a movie(A TEAM!) with 0923 cliques.HAHA. nicer than she's out of my league.=D

wednesday, studied in the afternoon and at night went prata house with qin and jo to chat. wanted to play mahjong but.... i dont know where my parents put it.XD opps, after they left,watched she's out of my league( normal la)
next week im watching karate kids! hehe~

today- i woke up at 1plus. suppose to go church but. overslept.=x went for tuition, then went xingya's house to eat and play.XD thanks for the warm welcome! i love the pizza!=D met up with madeleine, jo, qin, soon for awhile after that.=D

TMR, which is actually today~ im going to run in the morning, afternoon go church, then study. maybe going to meet up with my coach after that!MAYBE.going cat high to play.=x i told him, i seriouslyy very long never touch ball.=X HAHAHA.

2010-06-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

im back from ipoh!=D it was FUN. but then,i gained weight. though the bus journey was kind of long, it was worth it! the food there 'Thumbs up'. every meal super full. wooh, at least this is the last trip before alevels? damn relax everything wasnt in a rush. yiling likes it!=D
tmr i'm going my grandma house! vicky and i gonna help to Bao dumplings.=D

2010-06-09T15:41:00.002+08:00

wooh, i just got back the motivation to study. i hope so.=D
maybe due to lesser distractions with lesser expectations?yeah, yiling likes this.
But for now, after studying econs from 11- 3pm, minus the lunch time, i'm gonna rest.=)
Ytd, before i sleep, i went to list topics yet to complete.=X
Things to complete for holiday:
Math:S1-4
Chemistry: Organic chemistry
Physic: electric field all the way to laser
Econs: everything.Glad to say, i completed DD&SS with elasticity today!but, there's more to go!=(

yup, i think im quite fast.. but then all these are just reading of notes.haven't done any paper.CUI.

What a life.
i just cant wait to go malaysia! i don't know why.just feel very excited.HAHA.

2010-06-07T11:06:00.002+08:00

anger doesn't solve the matter. but i'm so PISSED. what's that for?
after 10 hours of sleep, my head like bursting.=x HEADACHE.=(
it sucks.

2010-06-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

I believe that everything that happened, happens for a reason. just like holidays are there for us to study.=X LAME.too bored, i wanna try studying overnight!=( but i just cant focus at this point in time. maybe and most likely,spending my day at the starbucks is the ideal plan.=DD three cheers! nights peeps.

2010-05-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

yooo peeps! hahas. its holiday!=DDD
so excited yet actually there isn't anything to be excited for.LOL.what the, channel 5 showing king kong movie again.=.=!!! okay, random because my tv is on.XD
oh ya, i planned my study plan! only chemistry done.XD i'm intending to go starbucks!XD found an ideal place for studying.wahahs.

today was funnn! just that i hate the sun.=( so hot that i got tanned.LOL. seriously had a great time.
i went xingya house before the band concert!HAHA. damn funny. did sth stupid but it was awesome!thanks arh, i know im influential.what to do, thats me what~ XD hehe.
I'm tired! having nose block, my eyes are red too.=( eyes red maybe because of contact lens, nose blocked because i slept last ytd!!D= should i go tmr evening?=/

2010-05-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

im actually here to blog about this friend of mine. thats the wonders of blogging.

Though i didnt get to really know whats happening, didn't get to hear it from you but heard from others, i think you are... no words could describe you. maybe, hypocrite.LOL.im laughing at how immature you are. this is sooo disgraceful.=/ sound harsh, but the way you treat others, being a hypocrite,this is nth man.

i couldnt understand whyy on earth you did that! you think by doing that you gain more 'powers'?LOL. you gain no respects! seriously, how can we be friends with this group of girls who you always badmouth of? ROAR. i cant accept that. =.=

was doing my SGC, horriblee.

2010-05-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

This week passed so quickly.:/ which means I left with 5 week to study for mid year. Come to think of it, it's kind of omgosh. Mid year die liaooo. XD for the past 2 weeks i'm expose to playing and experiencing a superb great sport, which I think that I recently have a burning passion for it!:x hey dude. It's alevel this yearrrr. It's like olevel year. Joined voleiboi and cos for olvl I stopped. So wasted. Now it's tchoukball, I don't knows how long will it last.hahas, i think I'm too tempted to play all kind of sports. Another Example, tennis! Lol. Luckily I exercise alot. Hahahas, which is good! If not pol always say I eat so much! Dun anyhow sayokay! :D

2010-05-10T19:48:00.003+08:00

life is filled with up and down.
life is experienced every single hour, minute and second.
life is what you want to achieve.
life is appreciated when you treasure it.
live life to the fullest.

In a few more months, its ALevel.
wooh, cant wait to get done with it.=D
I'm going Malaysia on 11-13June with my family. relax.=X hehes .
study study study! a habit is form in 21days. studying isn't my habit.cause i have not studied 21 days consecutively! =X just reach home.=/how's ironman 2 peeps? I had tchukball Training today! its fun. but i have muscles ache.=X

2010-05-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

WAT! its already sunday! sian.=x 1more day of holiday left. need to revise physic practical~

At least i know he is now with God.=)
though i don't know you, but you are God's lovely child.
May God bless your family.

God planned your life, but you have the freedom to choose your path.
whatever you are facing now, bare with it. it's part of growth.=)
your responsibility=> maturity. i totally agree.=)

2010-05-01T15:09:00.002+08:00

wooh! monday holiday!=D please dont end soo early.hahas.

WEIQIN, next time you book BADMINTON COURT HOR. LOL. since you say im so last minute huh! im better than you lo! LOL, u say without actions! at least i TAKE THE INNITIATIVE TO ASK EVERYONE.=DD =PPPP

WAHHHAS. went clarke quay gathering ytd. my mother asked me before i went out ytd,'' going out to eat again?'' LOL. ya, my eating clique.clique alwayssss.=D but we always over eat.=(( cannot ar, i will grow fat.=X HAHA.

im doing chemistry now~ =( i must finish by today!wooh.=D

2010-04-28T20:13:00.002+08:00

did not exercise for a week! so today i went swimming. walk out of my house and it was like kind of drizzling ( just a few drops) but then, im just trying to convince myself, its not going to rain soo heavily.=D and i took bus to serangoon complex.LOL. swam 10 laps and here comes the lightning and thunder.LOL.okay, i was like chionging at around the 8laps cause i knew its gonna rain soon.=x

satisfied and went home.=D
being at home iszit a good thing.=x cos i tend to eat more then usual. hais.. and now I'm eating doritos! wooh, love it to the max. =D it reminds me of weiqin.LOL. =Dyou know why~HAHA.

i failed my econs like no body's business.LOL. 6/25. cool. kaiwen was super hilarious. the wrote on his paper,'' teacher i never study,please give me some marks,please. pretty please!'' with lots of smiley faces.LOL Chan Ting Ting ask him whether he wants to go poly not.LOL.hahahs! joker.

2010-04-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

thanks, my friends. seriously appreciated.=/ thanksfor the lame jokes, thanks for being there.

dont feel like going school tmr!~=(

2010-04-18T20:47:00.002+08:00

this weekend super tiring~=/ finally i had the time to study my chemistry. chiam.=( i hate to memorise stuff. =.= have not had my dinner~~ no energy, feeling restless. nothing is going in!=(
LOL. i thot i knew everything. but, actually there's more to go.D=

i think im having muscleache!lol, maybe its because of the way i sit.LOL. lying flat on the bed with tv infront of me and the chemi notes.=x Ya, thats my habit.=D okay, chiong chemistry now.CIAOOOO~~

2010-04-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

i got my first A!=D and its PW.great start, Awesome right!hehe.

okay, ate alot ytd(friday). felt contented with life, thanks to all the people around me. steamboat with soonling, weiqin, junyi, shinghao and clarence.=D WOOH.=D super long never meet up and i think we should organised more of such outings!=D

but ppl, im having alevel this year. so contradicting.=( i need time management. because i think as long as i dont day dream so much, there's enough time for revision.=D

guys are protective towards their gf.=D everything also revealing.LOL.=x hehe. okay la. im just joking.HEHE.

2010-04-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

i shall blog before i study. today met up with my super duper long never meet up teammates.=D

they went zhonghua to play vb and i thot peicai sia. SO, malu.=x met victor coach!=D so long nva see him.and the first thing he said was,' wah! so long nva see you huh!' and we were smiling widely.=D

okay, my mother's nagging le. gtg.

2010-04-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

ytd trained for VM!right after sch we were all super reluctant to train actually. =X so warm, dont feel like moving.LOL.plus some of them arh, tempt as to play tennis. wah, its like soo long never play already!!! end up we still went to train okay. went to the block beside my sch.=D
the 1st time, we walked up.hmm, reach around 3 storey or so we where like DD= okay, actually its me. ''omgosh, i can feel the suan-ness alreadyyyy.'' LOL. i think xingya also.HAHA.
2nd time, we ran up. hmm,around 1min.its tiring, you all should try.=D
in TOTAL, we climbed 60 storeys okay.=D zai man.=x

played tennis for a little while.=x cant resist the temptation.HAHA. damn FUN! though super long never play, i think i still quite zai (dont puke.=D) okay, after that chatted till 4plus then go home.=d

im so dead.. ytd i read through econs thatBOP chapter. totally suckkkkkk.=.= super piss.=( cos i dont understand.=xtoday, i tried doing physic electromagnetism induction. And i could complete any. end up i gave up, never continue.=(

hmm, lesson today was great.i think i must reflect on my actions.=/ i need to be truthfully.=/

2010-04-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

feeling tired everyday.=/ had headache before i sleep ytd. terrible. hahas. luckily my sis get me panadols. morning woke up and felt much more better. i think i lack of sleep.HAHAS.

damn, i have been watching tv shows all day long. straight after sch, after dinner,everytime.even when im studying.=( its bad. i dun wan history to repeat itself.hais. so dead.

i think i have severe mood swing.LOL. can be very happy and very emo. 'emo' the word, sound too strong. D= its just..=/ i dont know. i cant force myself to smile.
Being happy is a blessing. spread the joy.=D

comecome, talk to me.LOL. i shall sleep soon. WOOH. i nearly forgot. tmr trg for VM!=x i confirm sure with stampssss that i will be like a deadmeat after 5 levels.=X

2010-04-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

back from trg.

today went for the unibuzz, attended the engineering talk. hmm, i think its super cool and it inspired me alot! since i love sciences and mathematics, what for waste the opportunity.hehe, ppl may think that engineering courses are for the lousy students but i doubt so. im thinking of chemical or environmental engineering. its like i need straight As for the H2 subjects. hmm, maybe abit ambitious. but straight As to go NUS. still got other uni to consider.=D

After taking that course, i may get the chance of going into medical field. such as specialise in drugs or so.it is super cool. but then for now, i have to study~=D

gonna do my maths tut before sleeping..

2010-04-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i see

Her face is a map of the worldis a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

refrein: (2 keer)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heardShe likes to leave you hanging on a word

refrein: (2 keer)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than mostAnd she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page of a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower (yeah)

(5 keer)
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see (yeah yeah)
(Suddenly I See)

refrein: (2 keer)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me(2 keer)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

xx Sann

prawning

2010-04-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

went prawning today! so fun=D thanks ppls for teaching how to prawn. need skills okay.xD
1st hour serene and i couldn't catch any.XD cos, we dun know how. LOL.so i gave up went buy food and sit beside her. after that then got the energy to play.LOL.
i think im impatient.but then i did catch a number of prawns okay. the problem lies after i catch the prawns. dont know how to manage it luckily serene was brave enough to hold it=D

this whole weekend i did very very little work.=( only did half of my chemi tut. math test on wed~ but my basic integration suck.LOL.counting down, 1month plus. i cant wait.watever it is, say whatever you one.=D

2010-04-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

friday went church in the morning and after that went to meet up with yuxin and xingya! went to a shop at chinatown! its so wulu but sell pretty stuffs. HEHE. after that went to clarke quay and bought STICKY sweets.hehe. wanted to bring to training but i 4gt. so nvm~ hehe..=D

we are suppose to study there but ended up we explored the place.=X COOL i didnt know there's such a place in the Central.=D had sushi and we did study a little bit.=x
Slept quite early. cos of my sis's influence.XD

I WAS late for GP reminder todayyy.=( Mr ducro said,'' WELL DONE. you are the latest.''LOL.
phone lag arh, then the alarm clock never rings. i think my phone got problem. ppl say they did msg me but then i never received it. LOL. nah, hack care. i dont care.

this weekend was kind of busy.=/ dont have much time to study! hais.so died.
i wanna buy a bag.=) maybe those which i can carry out and to sch.=D

WEBCAMed with soon.=D i miss them alot ALOT!=((

2010-03-31T22:57:00.003+08:00

today was super tiring.=x perspire alot during trg.but its good for us.=D jy nyvb!HAHA.
was think whether should i donate blood but luckily roslyn also wants to blood!so we went tgt.HAHA. meet some guys at the library so we went there tgt. as usual, nearly black out.but then this time, its like after the needle was removed.LOL.
nothing will stop me from doing such small help for the community.=D sound so wei da but then, its seriously how i feel.HAHAs.=x

pon econs lect and went library slack and do hws. so many work to do.=/

today mrs lim so good to me.she smiled to me and she's so caring.is that the word?hmm. ya should be.LOL. i thought she only know how to scold ppl.hahas. just joking.=D

i need to do my GP hw now.=(

2010-03-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

back from training. and guess what, i haven't bathe.=D suddenly got the urge to blog. maybe im backto the blogging mood. who knows?ya, i myself.=x

today nafa was great though i never get all As.HAHA. at least i improved.
it was tiring to wake up so early la..on friday i thot i could wake up late on sat .=(
totally awkward, you are so damn weird.

today was sooo tiring. morning nafa, went church after that and then back to sch for training!D=
i ran 2.4km before trg! train for nafa.=D fun.

and i spent my earth hour in sch. how great is it.

WOOh, tmr will be fun. looking forward to combine cell after dont know how many months.=D
and having family BBQ at night!so bonding. i like it.=D

gonna change phone! any suggestions?=D

2010-03-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

time passing so quickly.
things happening real quick.
but i just want to slow down.=)

random~ who dont want to?lol. i shall blog about things happening recently.=D
first, qin and soon went china. should be arriving singapore on 14 April.soonling told me so many times, but i just could not rmbthe actually date.=X i know the food there were 'tasteless', when you two come back, we will go for crab feast!go chomp chomp, go steaboat. i miss them all!XD

second, i finally got a gp tuition!=D thank God that it is on weekdays.=D
cant wait to finish all my work. but then, you see, im using com now.
Today Mr ducro damn funny. the first time i see him laughing so loudly and widely.HAHA.thanks to Ian who fall for Tommy Lim. but actually it was mr low.=x
okay, actually i realised every lesson we all were like laughing away.From GP to chemistry and then even math class. cheerful class, optimistic, i like it.HAHA.
teachers were telling jokes to keep us awake.=X
Adiv coming!in 1 month time, hehe.i will stand down. fully on study mood.how exciting.

suppose to go for movie just now but someone couldnt make it.LOL. make u feel guilty then.=0

ARH, tmr gt NAFA test.=( boring....... i wanted to replenish my sleep de laaaaaaaaaa.=(

2010-03-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

hey blog~so long never come visit you. and its like going end of march holidays.
this holiday isn't a holiday at all. but then, had fun. everyday was fun-filled.=D
how i wish that i can go overseas now. hide from all the worries, troubles, stresses, problems whatever that is making me feel down.=x though now there's isn't anything for me to feel down for, i just feel like travelling. having a DSLR with me, taking down all the pretty scenery.=/

wooh, can study phy and chemi the wholeday tmr!~ its like finallyyy. was reading chemi just now:like at the first page and then i on my laptop?=( wake me up,........when september comes.
ya, before alevels thats great.XD

i miss my cliques. soon and qin went china~hais.
met up with some of them ytd though.=D old maid was funny.=D

2010-01-28T18:22:00.001+08:00

i want participate in the flash mob @ NYJC! damn this will be damn fun can
=D lol... lets propose!=DDDDDDDD

2010-01-27T21:55:00.001+08:00

more than words.i'm so in love with this song.=)

dreams do come through.wahahas.

Dream

2010-01-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

Ytd I dreamt of sth super cool. Haha I'm using Itouch to blog,lazy to on my laptop:x okay, I dreamt that I was super duper sad over sth which I couldn't rmb.:p so, I went to europe!by myself. So sad that I just bought my ticket on the spot and fly to don't know where in europe. Then when I landed there, I realised I got no money~ and guess what, I met ren jie there. So I asked him," do you mind having me staying our at your place?" lol. And that next day huimei my sis and a few others who I can't rmb came over.:x okay, kind of a weird dream but I was super cool. Fly by myself. Woow, cool can. No burden, nothing! Lol. Okay end of story. I'm sickkkkk. No very serious that had sore throat to cough to now, flu.:/ ytd was so tired that I slept at ard 10plus11pm. That's quite early for me la.:D then today, after I had my lunch I went to sleep. Tmr's paper is mathematicssss. Cool. So long nva use my gc le. 3 hours paper exciting mannn.-.- I shall go and revise le. Byeeee~

2010-01-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

roar~ today we had ny openhouse! tyson came!=D LOL.
okay, my class got champpion~ hais. i think without the other class help i dun think we can win.=/ feel so guilty.
but then, its just a game.=D YD~we did it! Julian we did it!X=
PPL, im tanned.WAH.. super sian. i wan white white....T.T
so easily get tan.=//

after that went home bathed and went to celebrate joyce birthday!
cant finish the food and i said as usual, i wan to sleep.LOL.=x
end up qin and i play scissor paper stone and also that 5 10 15 game. loser will have to eat sth. D= im super full now.=D choco with fruits? watermelon?orange?D=
they force me to eat pig liverrrrrrr. omgosh.=( suck.

on the way home met weijie on the mrt.
i walked pass the school and mr tam and coach saw me.=X so they sent me home.WWHAHAS. free ride home.=D so good!!=X

2010-01-11T17:19:00.002+08:00

today is a super duper damn boring day.=/
slacked ard and decided to go bugis to find rosy and xy.LOL.
helped them to give out flyers. omgosh, its so tiring.DD=
today i spent alot on fooddddd.=X and i bought my sockss.=Dweee.
wah, the other time went sl proect and my sportshoes got paint.is like so long and now finally ask the maid to wash for me.=X confirm cannot wash off.=/

bad news one after another.wah, i damn sad la.=.=
YD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! will miss your jokes and laughters. T.Tdamn.

2010-01-10T00:37:00.002+08:00

sch starting on monday~ it is like.. =(
luckily its open house week? arhhh... i dun think im able to wake up. for the whole holiday.. i have been tonning, sleeping late at night.around 3am everyday? waking up at around 12pm? i tried to sleep early but there's many thoughts, itouch and tving. hmm.. enjoying life before sch start. and i guess i have enjoyed enough.=D satisfied. hahas. though there's trgs every week, i look forwards to gatherings. its awesome.i will miss you guys.=( stupid alvls.

yay, i wan go junyi's house for bbq.=D so convenient. but then, must wait till the next holiday.=(

today went to celebrate soonling's birthday~lol. i shall upload pictures tmr?=D
pls pls i dun want my birthday like this.=X ltr i drunk i whack ppl ar.=D

2010-01-03T22:18:00.004+08:00

firstly, i got into jc's life unexpectedly. and many thought i couldnt survive till the every end which is after a'lvl.even i did not expected it. But then, by faith i pick it up. By faith, i overcome all the difficulties i faced in 2009. Now,im at middle stage.=)

secondly, many thanks to all the people out there helping me in my studies and also consoling my soul. To Y1, thank you for the prayers, i believe in 2010 there will be many ''really?'' happening.=D To my cliques, thank you for being there for me when im down. you all are the best.=)) To 0923 cliques, lets enjoy our 2010 studying.=X life will be better after alvls.=D

thirdly, 2010 has arrived.=/ looking forward to the end of alvls and most importantly, revivals. seriously i believe God has great plans for me. i could even picture how fun cell group is, many youths coming to join us. I felt it, do you?

2009-12-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

TODAY I NEVER STUDY.
damn lazy to study. slept from 1245 to 1220. wake up having headache.=.=
what does that show? sleep too much?D=
because recently i have a thought.LOL.i want to replenish my sleeping time for now. then charge for alvls when sch reopen.=D im scared after sch reopen i cant sleep as much as i want.SO, SLEEP EARLY PPLs.=D

busy dayys

2009-12-21T22:47:00.005+08:00

PULAU UBIN!

want to see more? go my facebook.=x
Thanks soonling and helping my upload my pictures. i dont know what happen to my fb. or maybe my laptop connection or so whatever sttm.=s

Ytd treated my family to Aston for dinner. cos i received 2 awards: eagles award and good progress award.=x

recently has been spending quite alot! D= my mother realised and asked me to control.

plus christmas is coming, worse.

oh ya, my brother bought me a water bottle.i just bought one recently ~=X but then. i will use it on alternate days.LOL.=D

tmr will be another busy day. but i like it, better than i rot at home!=D

badminton in the morning and then studying after that.im only done with math assignments. so sian la... but then im so motivated to study. wahhas. ppl ask me out to study!=)))

Everyday, there's always a song God has for me.praises!

2009-12-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

WOO, today went pulau ubin.=xfunnnn. though it rained when we reached there, it was still SUPER FUNN.i made bread with ham and cheese and ppl ddun believe i prepared it.=D its the fact, i have hinden talent okay!=D
cycled from ard 2 to 6 plus.now i have alot of bites all over my body.itchyyyyyyyy like maddd.

had seafood for dinner and it was like around 8pm. i think the person trying to cheat our money la. cos it was late and he said if u all want go back just have to pay a total of 30 dollars. normal price each was $2.50 and each boat maximum of 12 ppl! actually, okay la.XD nth~

wanted go keith house but it was rather late so decided to go home. somehow on the way home, met shinghao and clarence.LOL. i didnt know they were so close.XD

2009-12-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

today's training from 1.30pm to around 9pm. IMBA.=x
first session,match with jurong then second session trg with duman and ngee ann.
tiring day~ but i like it.=D can you imagine?LOL.
okay. TMR will be a great and exciting day. though i havent tell my parents im going pulau ubin. D=
hehe. shall tell them ltr.=D
yay yay. happy~ clique gathering!PPL, tmr 1030 at ser int! dun be late!

oh today, the security guard said,'' i dun need to know ur name. cos you are number 2.'' LOL. my jersey no. =x ya, so i dont thin i will change no. for this adiv. lazy.=S

2009-12-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

opps i 4gt to rotate.pardon me.XD

today went shopping.=D
realise that i have been go shopping lately. thats good.
feeling so pack this holiday but i think its worth it. though i cant denial the fact, i just want to forget.forgive and forget.wee.
today went out with cliques.happy. bought wat i liked. but then i havent buy my bag.=x

SOONLING, my toe aching.=.=! =x

everyday~ is you i wish for.

2009-12-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

hmm, everything flowing smoothly.somehow,i think thats what God has planned.
taylor swift songs are super awesome.=x attracted by the lyrics and rhythm and all that you can think of. so kua zhang but yeah thats my way of expressing.COOL.

this song has great meaning:one life one love by CHC. its so real.
really, seeing how worthless im or maybe there's billions or zillions of ppl. and it is so fated.

TRUST In Him and you shall prosper

2009-12-13T19:04:00.004+08:00

today went out~
i think im gonna fall sick soon.D= i dun wannnnnnnn.
thats the song. sad song and its like i can feel that pain.

God way, God will.

The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want;
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters;
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for His name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I fear no evil;
for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life;
and I shall dwell in the house of the
Lord forever.

Psalm 23

Indeed, let God be true but every man a liar (Romans 3:4)

like these 2 verses.
There's so many convenant/ promises God has given us. 7 thousands? over 20 years! thats so cool.=X so, trust in the Lord your God and you shall prosper. before that, you need to have that faith and courage.=/

2009-12-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh, random conversation with joel.LOL. and i didnt know he live near my house in the past.D=
COOL. and he say he always see my cousin and i playing vb at the pounch.LOL
but now, we rarely played tgt.XD

2009-12-12T17:23:00.002+08:00

today attended Jeremy and Salome wedding. fun! though ushers have to stand for almost the whole wedding, i think its worth it for the newly wed couple~

went home to catch some sleep and just wat. i bang the side table with my injured leg.D=.. unintentionally.

he said the know and gonna tell me the reasons.COOL. i shall see why is it so.=)

2009-12-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

yoo, today wet out the whole day.thanks to those great friends.=)
you all are really good.=DD

never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
i like it.=x wee... busy everyday~
wanted stay at home but, my friends asked me out.so we went to national library to study. suppose to, but we ended up going mac to study. LOL. studied for awhile and we started to play mobs.LOL. funn.

after that went dinner which i ordered barley drink.(i forgot to bring my wallet out.THANK YOU XINGYA!=DD)

dinnered with my cliques. they so good, best! weiqin treated me.LOL, no la. i no money so.. gonna return her one fine day.LOL.

they came over to play for awhile~ and went chat at prata house after that.
Tmr its Salome and Jeremy Wedding!=D
BYE ppl.=)

2009-12-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

2009-12-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

=/ how should i start. i have no idea.
you used to be my movitation, thats all i know.
thank you for helping me out.
lifted me high and now i felt helpless.
im not in the mood to study anymore.
from the start, you shouldnt have appeared.
you know how i feel.
heard a song: two is better than 1. i think its great.=)

2009-12-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

im going beijing today. 2.55pm. hmm, the other time i went there's computers available at the hotel. Hope that the hotel got computers so i can use.=D
seriously, i duno what to buy there.LOL. all the fake goods. i shall buy sth for my cliques!=DD christmas present.WAHAHA. good right?=D=O
stomachache~ maybe due to that da yi ma.sian. so spoiler! but then i will go there eat alot alot, shop alot alot.

2009-12-04T13:47:00.003+08:00

Julian George,this post is for you.

malaysia and singapore very near de, its the heart whether you want to come and visit us.*winkwink* haahs.

plus, YOU CAN DRIVE!wahahas. very good! can drive us around.

we will still meet up soon!=D

thank you for the joy and laughters!

2009-11-20T12:41:00.003+08:00

Saturday went out with cliques~=D
went for movie, 2012. quite cool.

went to celebrate grandma's birthday and met them for supper(beancurd)

this sat going SENTOSA~=x

thing change.whywhywhy.. i dont want it to happen.

btw, newurbanmale got OFFER~ 1 for 1!=D till sunday!

2009-11-17T21:06:00.003+08:00

wah, i cant upload pics!=(

lectures everyday~D= but, sch end before 12pm!=D hmm, monday wednesday friday trg.
=( tuesday and thursday is the only day i can go out and have FUN!=x haahs. bored. busy ppls, i cant meet you.=/